Let the divine energy and gravity of the Earth decide for you. You have put enough effort into thinking about your own well-being; now just leave it to God and see the magic in your existence.
“I give this day to you, the fruit of my labor and the desires of my heart. In your hands I place all questions, on your shoulders I place all burdens.” — Marianne Williamson
Purpose and meaning in life are not as important as existing with virtues. Self-care is very much important but not to the level of obsession.
Look around yourself. There is much left that you never paid attention to.
Gain that knowledge; look at that beauty of an unkempt garden requiring your efforts to improve itself.
There is just so much to do.
And you only think of making yourself safer, consistent, and insecure about your job and your performance.
There are these things to look forward to but not without learning new things daily, or relearning, re-contemplating about the way you live.
Personal development is great but you must fast, for at least two days a week for the beginning.
Fast from all your vices for two days and do not consider your position, among others. Fast from all the rotten thoughts about your abilities and how people see you—what you should explain to them so they understand you.
Let go of the need to be well-understood and safer in their presence.
For at least two days, do not take yourself seriously. Be of some use or complete your task purely for the sake of it.
It won’t make people kinder, humbler, or more loving towards you.
It will only make you a doer. Someone who takes action, purely for the sake of it.
Leave that burden of self that you carry to God.
Don’t try to avenge injustice; seek out who is guilty for your plight or who is unconditionally with you.
Just do not bother and assume that no one is on your side. Do not expect courtesies either. And think that there is nowhere to go and you have to face life hard.
Only God knows what to do in this situation, so let him decide for you. Let him see your potential by doing what you ought to do to please your innate desires. Refrain from doing things for yourself or for others. Just do things for one more work discipline, which has no meaning other than your life’s moments assigned to it. Get it done.
Recite your prayers while you do it.
Don’t worry about what others might say to you.
They are the least important personalities in your life. They have no value, like you have no value.
It is pure work.
When you make that tea for the rest of them, just think about the tea and the milk and the sugar, not about what the person you are serving would think about it or whether they would care to acknowledge it.
Do not bother if someone swears at you; you just passed by and happened to hear it. They are not so relevant that you consider their comment.
They are trespassers and ignore their dirty conjectures. Uplift yourself. You already know that no one is with you. Then why are they important? They are as filthy as you or more than you.
Volunteer yourself to appreciate the gifts of God. Complete that artwork or that assignment without any motive. You don’t have to talk much about it to anyone. You can clear your doubts online and not bother if someone knows about how you improve yourself and learn good lessons in life.
Tom, Dick, and Harry have their concerns. They should not burden you with their vice. Give all your burdens to someone responsible. I am sure you won’t find anyone. So find God in your atmosphere. Tell him. He will take your burden. And he will give you divine guidance to lead you on the path of pure action.
This way God will save you more than the guards you rely on to take care of yourself. Your prayers will save you because God has decided to listen to them. They listen to others also; there is no competition.
They will save you because your intention is pure. You have never lived without burdens and your shoulders are not as strong as God’s. Your mind is less able to understand every creation of God. Let it be a mystery. Stop wondering also. God doesn’t expect you to know all secrets because that might scare you.
God is keeping you safe. More than you can save yourself, he has cleared most demons from your path because, be clear about it, God knows your good and bad intentions. Do not prove your innocence. Do not tell him how disabled you are; he created you with those disabilities at birth, so he has already taken responsibility for creating someone like you. He knows, so don’t prove yourself to him.
Do not answer any questions.
If there is a mistake, he has done it.
If there is an achievement, he would feel good.
You are just working. He worked on you so that you work.
Feel safe. Carry yourself forward. Foolish person, the God is carrying you.
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